trip trip trip

esok nak g key ell. but before g kl, kul 9 smpi 10 pagi ade kelas.

& bertolak dr sini kul 2. tp nieh en janji melayu.

haha. pham sndrik suday. :DD

oke, schedule lwtan untuk esok xde.

sebab bawo smpai, so, penat la kunun.

pdhal, klu dapat shoppink, abes la.

trip nieh 3 ari 2 mlm. n dapat subsidi makan dr UiTM rm15 sehari.

hehe. bukan makan lebay. tp shoppink.

before g bule la share beg, nak balek 2, ade kang tumpang beg orang laen.

haha. same cam part 3 seblom nieh.

aaiisshh! dulu kteowg g cimb bank, angkasapuri, prima bhd(tv3,tv9 dll)

igt nk g astro, tp phak astro batal last minute. kate nye ade ujibakat la.

ssh la cmneh. (pdhal bnda da lepas)

saje je cite. busan. apek tdo dah n xde kredit nak kol dye.

emmm  :((

trip kali nieh maybe g PNB & SME bank. 

yg ari 2 x jdik cuz batal last minute lagiii! haha.

biarkann. teringin sangat nak g BURSA MALAYSIA.

tapi, ssh la. emmm. kempunan la gamak nye.

:((

ari sabtu lam kul 2 da bertolak balek dungun! 

xmo balek bule? hehe

pgi 2 mybe g klcc. n xnak shoppink daa.

nak tengok AQUARIA. besh3!

=.=

klu dye ade en lagii besh. aaiissh! 

Y.Y

addicted

http://www.facebook.com/graffitiwall

jum maen lukis2 jum! hehe. 

addicted da dengan benda2 nieh.

jum usha lukisan ape ak da buat ea?

jangan gelakkan ak.

budak tadika punn reti melukis dari ak.

haha. enjoy my drawing! <3

2 nieh ak bagi kat apek.

haaiissh! xtahu malu nye ak nieh.

=.='

i do miss him damn mush! 

emmm

this one for my bff. anmielyana amira.

sayang ko! thx cuz being my gud fwen!

this one for my bff jugak.

hajah! mmwahx! sayang korang.

<3 <3 <3 <3

lastly this is for liesa emilia.

her birthday today. so nieh je mampu bagi.

:))

so harap diterima seikhlas aty dye.

thats all folks.

:))

dup dap dup dap

xde kaitan sbnr nye entry nieh.

saje je ak tulis entry nieh. cuz i'm bored n getting more bored.

xdpt tdo awl lately. hehe.

:))

act ak da break dgn apek. but still contact him as usual. 

calling calling like nothing happen.

i'm miss him so much. but all i can do is nothing.

neway, i'm going to kl next week.
trip subjek MADAM SYU. ngeee~ 

tempat nye midf, affin investment bank & money museum.

so, xdapat la nak on9 kn diri cuz malas nak bwk lap top. 

but maybe i'll bring my broadband. :)

harap sangat apek dapat datang kl n jumpa sekejap punn xpe.

nak bagi baju yang ari 2 beli. even da break up, still niat nak bagi kene teruskan.

dia nak @ xnak, terpulang kt dye. bule buang lepas 2. 

:)

ape yang ak nak,dia HAPPY. =.=

tapi dye banyak sangat berubah after break up. BANYAK sangat!

i don't know why. but i'm so glad! 

maybe dye sedar, dye perlu berubah. 

i just want to say, i love you, & i do love you until my heart stop beating.

tapi itu sume dalam aty je. sigh!
Y.Y

emmm

aisshh. mmbe penting sangat ke sampai nak kene jage dia je even terang2an slh mmbe.

smpi orang tersayang punn di abaikan. emmm. wtf!

watch this

SWEET

♥♥ ~~ LOVE STORY~~ ♥♥ 

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty 

and he said NO. 

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever 

and he said NO. 

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, 

and once again he replied with a NO. 

She had heard enough. As she walkedaway,tears streaming down her face. 

The boy............ grabbed her arm...
& said you aren't pretty you're BEAUTIFUL.

I don't want to be with you forever.
 I NEED to be with you forever. 

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd DIE... 

♥♥ ~~ THE END ~~♥♥

my favorite lecturer

MADAM SYUHADA

beliau nieh ngaja ak since part 4.

then time kiteorang part 5, beliau mengahar kelas degree shj.

n part 6 beliau mengajar kamii! yesh! <3

& kami nieh kelas diploma yg pertama kutt beliau mengajar.

cuz beliau bwo habes belaja. sungguh bertuah dpt lecturer nieh.

cuz beliau mengajar sangat2 lah sempoi. mcm entry ak be4 nieh.

tgh2 belajar makan aiskrim lam kelas.

g pasar dekat dengan dewan aspirasi n makan2 lam kelas.

x kedekut duet n ilmu. n paling besh,

beliau penah cakap

 " meh saya sihir korang supaye ingat formula2 nieh"

hehe. so cute!~

oke back 2 the story,

madam nieh da berkahwin berape tahun ntah.

x la lame sangat.

n the gud new is,

she pregnant!~ weeeee!

n hampir sebulan.

:DDD

pagi tdi bwo dpt tahu. 2 punn dapat tahu dr bdk dgree.

i'm sooo happy for her.

patut lah ari 2 beliau macam nk muntah.

mual2 pegang tekak la.

:)))))

n here her picture.

enjoy! ;p

me with her ;p

she with miss ira.

also my finance lecturer! 

:)

sporting juge. woot woot!~

my finance lecturer.

yang baju hijau 2, miss elly.

sekarang beliau sambung belajar.

master.

if not mistake.

:)

sporting, sporting n soooo sporting!

cayalah!~

:D

2 hours

yeah. i'm looking my hafis hassan.

i wonder where would he be.

act i'm worried.

it's been 2 hours i keep calling him.

but he not answered my calls. 

mlm td, dye sakit dada.

n pagi td be4 ak g klas, ak da call dye.

n seems like he alright.

but now???????????

plssssssssssssss HAFIS HASSAN.

don't do this to me.

i HATE this feeling damn mush!

almost 2 hours i keep crying.

tyvm. 

Y.Y

Arabic masquerades

yeahh! bwu2 nieh ak de dinner course.

n ofcoz la ak dtg cuz last sem en.

ak sgt2 seronok n apek punn phm.

dye biarkn ak have fun without "gangguan".

no pressure. just have fun with classmate.

thx syg giving me this opportunity. :)

n nieh la gaya x bape nk arabian ak.

sume nye tajaan apek!

thx 2 him fer da second tyme~

:)

ily. <33

formspring

http://www.formspring.me/YanaOuhApek
ask me anything here. n pls behave urself first oke??
n 4 sure, i'll answer ur question
:)

short love story

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?

Boy: Something has come up…

Girl: What? What’s wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don’t want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me… I love him so much.

Boy: Baby, are you there??

Girl: Yeah, I’m here. What is so important??

Boy: I’m not sure if I should say it..

Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I’m leaving…

Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don’t want you to leave me, I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I’m moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can’t believe this.

[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously

ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!… Get off the

damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

                                               ********************

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can’t. You don’t know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *Sad* It’s okay.. I understand, I guess..

Girl: *Thinking*I can’t believe what’s going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on

flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay, I’ll meet you there in 20 minutes.

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you… But I have to go.

Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]

It says…

“Erica,

You probably already know that I’m leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I’m leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that’s a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch… Goodbye.

- Ricardo”

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

 A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely… Then she gets a phone call….

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something…

Girl: Umm.. okay.

[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,

It says:

“Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words…

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

I hope you didn’t take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me… -Ricardo”]

Girl: Oh my God! It’s a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can’t believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g… Call me later.

Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I’ll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!

… Erica turns the T.V. on……

[Breaking news]

 “An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors… This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80… it was on its way to an all boys boarding school…” the Reporter says.

[ She turns off the t.v. & 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for… ]

A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message.

 “Its Ricardo, I guess you’re not home so, I called to let you know that I’m alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good."

:(

30 ways to make a girl smile

01. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.

02. Hold her hand at any moment you can.

03. Kiss her on the forehead. 

04. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

05. When she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go.

06. Recognize the small things. They usually mean the most. 

07. Call her sweetie, not baby.

08. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 

09. Pick her over all the other girls you hang with.

10. Write her notes [ she loves them ] .

11. Introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend. 

12. Play with her hair & if it smells good tell her. 

13. Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

14. Pick her up and act like you’re going to drop her. She will scream and yell to let her down even though she loves it.

15. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes. Okay, just tell her jokes. 

16. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.

17. Let her fall asleep in your arms. 

18. Carve your names into a tree.

19. If she’s mad, kiss her. 

20. Give her piggyback rides.

21. Bring her flowers just because. 

22. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.

23. Let her take as many pictures as she wants.

24. Slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing.

25. Kiss her in the rain. 

26. Take long walks on the beach at night with her.

27. Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she  gets home.

28. When she’s ill, stay by her bedside. 

29. Play-fight with her and let her win.

30 … And most importantly: if you love her, tell her.

2nd story

GF n BF were walking in the mall.

when suddenly,

FLIRTY: Hello, i'm farah. and u are??

BF: i'm hers. :)

sweet ryte?? urmmm. . .  :(

n wut i have learn today is,

" the more u have expectations,

the more u invite disappointments to hurt u"

think about it.  

a story

• Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.
• Boy: Why baby?
• Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.
• Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.
• Girl: Sounds perfect. 
• - Boy reads Dear John- 
• - 15 minutes later-
• Girl: *snores*
• Boy: Babe?
• Girl: *snores*
• Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.

how sweet!~ i'm hoping that apek will read this. :)

i want 2 be with him. but, he seem like. . . . . 

i love u. :(

library

currently at uitm library now.

blaja wat data streem about technical analysis.

:)

busan sgt, cuz x phm 1 bnde. uisshh!

ngeee~  :D

to those yg mncari ak,

@ cube nk runtuh kan hbngan ak.

pls lah weyh. i'm not interested selaen apek!

FULLSTOP!

n tolong, xpyh nk cibuk2 cari mmbe2 ak.

jangan nk nyusah kan banyak pihak oke.

i dun need sumone else BUT him.

tyvm~

:))